You Make Me Crazier

Oh, boy.

Here we go again.

I smile.

When you smile.

Maybe you don't see it?

Maybe i should be a bit discreet?

But here's the thing.

I'm not the kind to hide my feelings.

My heart is on my sleeve.

I want to show you how i feel. I just don't want you to think I'm a crazy stalker type woman. I want to say, "Hey, I still love you." I want to be like, "Hey, I still feel the same way i did when i was thirteen and saw you for the first time." I want to tell you, "Your blue eyes still make my heart stop." But I'm not going to say any of those things because i don't want to scare you off, again. I don't want to fall again and be hurt again. I don't want any of those things, again. I know i want you. I know i want you to hold me. I know i want to hear you say you love me. I want to believe it. So, now, i want to play it cool and see how you react. See what kind of affect i have on you. I want to see what kind of man you are now, and whether you grew up or not.