Shut Your Mouth, Take A Chance

I want you to know.

This is.

Hard.

To act fine.

You know how it is when you love someone. You know how it is to miss someone even if you never had that person. My whole life rotates around you. And I don't even know if you think of me anymore. I don't know if you even care anymore. Probably not. You know how it is to care for someone who couldn't care less about you. I probably have no sentimental value to you anymore. Hell. I probably have no value to you anymore. I dislike your games. I dislike the way you play with my mind. I know how time flies with you young ones. Everyday is a mystery. A new chance. There's no reason to get so serious when you have so much time ahead of you. Yes. I know. Life goes on. But does it really? Can you miss something that was never yours?

It's hard to let go,

Cause I'm not the type to just give up.

I wish we could go back to the beginning of the year

When we were both happy.

I wish we didn't fight.

I wish you still admired me.

From afar.

Didn't you?

From near.

I know you did.

I pretended to hate it.

I "tried to get away",

I loved every second of it.

I want you to bother me again.

Please annoy me again.