The Struggles Make Me Stronger.

I want to cry and throw a fit until you love me.

Isn't it funny.

Life, i mean.

I miss your smile.

I miss the way you play with my hair.

I miss your laugh.

I miss your hugs.

I miss you saying my name.

I miss those things you do,

That i now can't stop doing.

I miss you.

I miss your texts.

They came so frequently.

Without me asking.

Oh, they just stopped.

I guess things never stay the same.

Could it be that we have been this way before?

But hold your breath.

I won't live to see another day, i swear it's true.

Because a boy like you is impossible to find,

you're impossible to find.

So, I'll continue to keep my distance.

Hoping that the heat i feel on my back is your stare.

I won't try.

At all.

I just hope.

I pretend to be happy for you.

I mean, i really try.

I know i say i just want you to be happy.

And if you're happy with her then that's all that matters.

But that's not true.

I want you to be happy,

yes,

but with me.

Is that so hard to understand?

"You'll find better love,

Strong as it ever was,

Deep as the river runs,

Warm as the morning sun.

Please remember me."