Oh, How Bittersweet..

(I'm pretty stoked about the new twilight movie coming out. I bet its gonna be epic.)

I can't think of anything that feels better or hurts worse than loving someone who doesn't love you back. The inspiration is there. Enough to keep me up at night wondering what tomorrow is going to hold. Such things keep my dreams consistent, when i do sleep. It's the very same every night. And everyday I keep up my facade as best as my eager mind will let me. I tell very little of my secrets and hope and pray that you do not understand

. Love, love, love. Is it? Or just the very fact that I'm not supposed to be too close? They teach you math, science, history, and correct grammar, but not the correct way to make someone want you. You of all people. You have so much to learn, so much time to plan your life and here i am, about to take off on mine. What do you do when the one you love is oblivious to that fact?

Forbidden Love

"And all i think about is how to make you think of me,

And everything that we could be."